If you wanna know how it feels to be at the edge, ask someone who have lost his way even after reaching the destiny, ask someone who have realised recently that has has lived all his life in denial, ask someone who have wasted all his adolescence just pleasing people for their attention but has always ended up with unresolved questions and unsettled thoughts for entire of all his life. If you feel being at edge would feel too cool, too cool to address it as your struggles, too cool to chanelise it to get sympathy, âMy fellow readerâ! you are so wrong. Being at an edge of something breaks you again and again, tests you again and again, fixes you again and with more of you, chanelises your insecurities to break you even more, it keeps on breaking you until and unless your insecurity becomes your strength to detach yourself with all that you love, with all that you value, with all that you cherish the most, with all that you feel is important. Being at the edge is not COOL, if you think so, no one is as big FOOL as you!!
When you are at your edge, your emotions gets heightened, your values and your morals gets heightened, everything you start feeling more, you start empathising people near you without them asking not because you are the saviour but because you were the sufferer too. But, there’s another side when you are at your edge that comes into existence when you choose to turn off all your emotions at once and that’s when the another battle begins, eventually when a person who felt more in his past suddenly when stops feeling nothing that’s when you know the real suffering of a person being at his edge. When you are ready to tear yourself apart but not to feel anything inside that’s when you even feel more but still choose to tear yourself apart and that’s how a person in his edge looks like. It could also have gone the normal way but his edge made him choose the hardest out of the hard and the harder one. If you still feel being at an edge is COOL go ahead you will return being the greatest FOOL.
No one ever choose to be at the edge its the universe putting him through his own insecurities to get rid of it, and you really feel that’s cool?? Everytime it’s not necessary for you to learn by your own experiences many a times it’s better to learn from someone else’s mistakes too, especially when you have seen them tearing apart at their edge. Everything you choose will have its own pros and cons so just be wise yourself and make your own choices first.
BEING AT THE EDGE IS NOT COOL!! YOU CAN’T USE IT FOR YOUR RESUME STATING, I HAVE SEEN LIFE FROM AN EDGE, EMOTIONS WON’T GET YOU ANY JOB!!
âYou reach lately where you actually belong to, you get lost many a times from the path where you actually belong to but sooner or later you will reach where you actually belong to.â
Do things ever go the way you think? If it does, very good!! If it doesn’t, its mere for the best, the very typical dialogue you will hear from every second person motivating you , encouraging you, pushing you harder towards your destiny. Well, if you have people around you to motivate, man trust me you are more than luckier in this planet. People lack people to talk with and in such scenerio if you get a person who motivates you even with those typical filmy lines, dude just hold on to that person that person is an angel to you trust me or not but they are. Obviously, if you are self sufficient then that’s completely a level up scenario so just let’s not write about those level up people right now, if you are someone who needs to be praised , who needs encouragement as every normal human being does, so do continue reading it whole and summing it up with your views and conflicts below (Way of growing).
Well, an unpopular opinion , just stick to someone who is always there for you to talk with not just because they listen but also because this weird generation lacks people to talk with and also lack people to rely on. Unfortunately we are from this generation where we hype our social media comment boxes more than our own intellects regarding ourself, so that’s completely non negotiable, because I bet your comment section matters to you. Overrated billboards motivates us more than someone passing genuine compliments for our great greatest hardworks, well our generation lacks trust a hell lot more than our IQ. Compliments doesn’t feel compliments, they feel NAZAR more precisely!!
Holding on needs patience and trust, where our generation scores Grade âDâ precisely its not an âEâ because we do know the importance of holding on, importance of having people in our life, importance of having two good friends , importance of having a good communication skill also importance of lot more importance. Sounds crazy isn’t it, yeah it may be for sure, welcome to the 0.5 area of GenZ. GenZ where normal stuffs for my parent’s are our struggles and struggles to out parent’s are our war to ourselves. Our concepts are way far from any other generations. Previously if you have people in your life you were called nicest out of nicest being but now if we have people in our life there are two possibilities fortunately unfortunate which implies either you are very weak to handle your shits alone or either you are a people pleaser. If you don’t have people in your life to talk with or to share your tears with then more oftenly you are not an introvert or someone who don’t know how to communicate but unfortunately fortunate you are, because in this scenario you are way strong enough to handle yourself that’s why you don’t have people in your life, as simple as that. Confused??? Don’t be!!! Because it is what it is!!
Unpopular advice: Hold on if you have someone to talk with, someone to share your bottled up emotions with, someone who motivates you within. (Ignore if you are a STRONG SELF SUFFICIENT BEING).
Thank you for reading it so patiently till the end.
Before you end up your own thoughts, make the world process their unsettled brain to chase what you stopped thinking of!!
Bare foot you walk or get a slipper for yourself that’s completely upon you. Barefoot you walk some pebbles will surely pierce hard but the dew on the grass will surely give you the comfort at the end. Get a slipper for yourself and definitely you’re gonna get that comfort without walking over the reviving dew but what matters here is the brand and the comfort your slipper holds.
Walk barefoot, the world will ask the very simplest question where & why. Walk with slippers on, the world may comment wow or the brand or the price . The world obviously has nothing to do with any of the questions but their thoughts start merging into the field once you end up thinking your sided why. Your ended thoughts will actually end up with switching on someone else’s thought process (doesn’t matter which sided thought process). Definitely the world is not interested in your business but what the world is interested in is your job title and your job recognition, once you ace your inner insecurities, you’ll understand why the world is so interesting in your titles and your status. Our thoughts end nowhere but where it starts is where you pave on the word’s insecurities for you and your titles. Your ended thoughts are really not ended anywhere unless it makes the world get psycho thinking how to, where to, when to (pull you down)!!
Wait A Minute!!!!!
World???? Which is the world to you???
For them we are the world here!!! For us they are the world there!!!
So, basically which is the world there, who constitutes the world, where they are?????
Opportunities are meant to come, making it out or not that’s only and only your call
Choices!!! Was it your choice??? What was it?? Being born in your family, was it??? Was it your choice to be a boy or to be a girl??? Okay!!! Let’s not make it more lengthy, all this was obviously not your choice and will never be for sure. Then what are your choices??
Life as a whole is based upon the opportunities that have already knocked your door, based upon the choices which somewhere you regret or somewhere you don’t realise that you have actually made it through and that your choice was meant to be. Many of us at a certain point of life try to figure out a lot of stuff like what they want to be when they grow up, where they wanna settle, how they wanna create bigger stuff they desire and all and all, but the reality check here is far opposite than what you want it to be or how it is to be. Things are already destined for you for me for each one out there, so instead of trying to change what it will be, try to make it more precise about how it must be. You can’t change the destiny and don’t ever try to if you really want to make something out of your own fate instead you can make choices on which road to take. There will obviously be thousands of roads to lead to that one destiny but the call is yours where you want to walk on how you want to walk on. Destiny will always be the one, but your choices matter on the road you want to take. You must think that you are the one to choose people in your life but this is not how it works, the one friend who is meant to be he/she will be no matter what’s the distance what’s the issues between you at the moment but if they are meant to be it will always be. Choosing your career is your own choice but choosing the way you want to live your life and to decorate it with more of vibrant colours or with just one shade of that aesthetic colour is completely upon you. Choosing your stream after 10th standard is/was/will your choice but choosing the career you have never ever thought of is and was only your destiny. Choosing JEE, NEET, CA, UPSC is/was/will always be your choice,but where your actual future lies is already destined. What pays off is not your hardwork ever but your dedication, your craziness with your fate all combined together.
TAKE A DEEP BREATHE AND RELAX!!!
I won’t ask you to stop stressing yourself at the very present moment now, because it won’t even work it may be like you will start forcing yourself to understand it again beyond the lines but keep going wherever you are right now , take your own time to realise to observe to rely and eventually that point will come when you will understand every single meaning beyond the lines. And always remember, bad phases are not meant to stick forever but it’s meant to make you realise, to make you learn and to make you accept the things you have gone through after all it’s all a part of the process which has made it possible for you to stand still and to be TRUE Independent.
REMEMBER PARACETAMOL IS NOT THE ONLY MEDICINE FOR ALL THE DISORDER FOR ALL THE DISEASES LISTED OUT THERE.
CHOICES!! Even to resonate with the lines above is also your choice, if you want to you can but if something makes you question the lines you are free to. Choices depend, opportunities are meant to be…
Everyone is busy out there in search of certainty, whereas the one who knows the value of certainty in their uncertainty are risking their each moment just in a hope to live more and to engage themselves for the right cause.
What changes your mindset is actually not your own thought process but the thought process of the next person to you and it’s you who gets manipulated much easier but still you keep dwelling that it’s your decision to do so. Irony to that is even more ironic for you to accept that the truth is already known to you but still not accepted by your conscience, even though your subconscious mind has already accepted it and has started triggering your weaker points more than your neighbours just in a hope to get you to your own conclusions.
It’s obvious for you to think more than an hour after you read such paras in some of my blogs or any other bestsellers books, but what still lurks in your subconscious mind is the fact that should you accept the untold truth or not. You watch motivational videos just to get motivated for a few days and to keep dwelling for the cause but what you avoid is your ability to keep motivating yourself without any youtube shorts or instagram reels, there are more priorities for you to look for. Obviously no one can change your perspective, no one can change your thought process better than your own subconscious acceptance and your own situations which will eventually leave you with no option other than change and accept the facts and not only the possibilities. No books, no youtube shorts, no instagram reels will ever make you learn the real truth of your own life better than the situations and the uncertainties you lonely go through (that doesn’t mean you will eventually keep asking for pain for grief in your life just to be a bit classy and to sound matured in front of your mates), huge differences in between every line, just try to read and understand beyond the lines.
LET IT PASS AT ITS OWN PACE. Social media can obviously make you think why your life is going the way you don’t want and that’s the positive side if you see, you dwell for recreating but once you start to observe and to calculate obviously you will start making it your own way if you really wanna be the person of your own conditions and your own words. Just by your aesthetic biodata you won’t be able to live your life the way he has destined it and the way you have dreamt of. Maturity does come by age and by the situations you have dealt with, experiences are meant to be in everyone’s life but what makes it different is your way to approach and to accept and to appreciate.
TAKE IT SLOW, LEARNING PROCESS TAKES TIME AND PATIENCE…
The more you dwell, the more you’re gonna lose. The more you live in the moment the more you are alive.
It has been months since I last posted my blog, everything takes time and when time starts taking your everything that you had that’s the moment when you actually start transition from that harder phase to the phase where nothing seems easier tho but what changes is your perspective to deal and your courage to stand firmly no matter how suffocating it may be.
We as a human being have thousands and thousands of higher capabilities than any other living forms in this universe. But what makes you exactly the precised as that other living object is your strength to stand silent. Even tho mountains are a kind of living form and it too stands silent without relying on another support still it does express its anger in several forms which you notice only when you watch any memes, reels or anything related. That’s how every living form is the same as a whole, but the one reading it out louder let me remind you, you are stronger, you are weak, you are brave , you are a coward too but what makes it sound weirder is the fact that you are easily manipulated even if you are smarter, braver, stronger and also very easily emotional even tho you are weak, coward or too emotionless.
Nothing, but what matters is the time. Remember you won’t ever get anything if it’s not meant for you at that very time, and you can’t do anything for it, everything is destined already, you can’t change the destiny dear what you can change is just the route to that certain destiny. I understand it will be a bit complicated for you to understand what I am talking about or what I want to mean. But have faith, this reading journey of yours will be meant to be. And for now just sum up that take everything at its own pace and everything will be worth it . If you will start hurrying, no matter how much you will earn what you will earn but your only focus will just be on that one subject which will be your past.
Take it slow. It’s gonna be worth it. Obviously I stopped writing for a few months as I realised if I have to observe I have to wait and to let things pass at its own pace and now it’s high time for me to start walking again. I crawled a lot and a lot.
REMEMBER: NOT CONSISTENCY but YOUR DEDICATION DO MATTERS. ( Confused!!! Sometimes you should be or else how you will learn ) It will MEANT TO BE.
One night with your family is equal to one long year of you living alone far from your family. That one night is all worth it.
Again my alarm didn’t ring and again I woke up at 10:45am (quicker than yesterday). So, I woke up got fresh up and had my first medicine in empty stomach and then had maggie in my breakfast then again had 5 pills. Yeah, you are right I am running in the power of meds, also at night 3 pills out of which one is sleeping pill of 300mg, yes am alive in the power of meds (strong enough than the one who led me to this). Well I woke up late and till I woke up my both aunt and my mom started crafting sone DIY from cardboards, fabric colours etc for decorating the walls of our living room. Both my artists were at work so I was ordered to cook, to wash utensils and to clean the house by the headquarter (yes, the home minister, mumma). So, very calmly I nodded saying âyes maaâ. I got back to my work, cleaned home, washed utensils and finally went for cooking. So what I cooked was egg curry and yes appreciating my cooking skills myself it was quite delicious and finger lickin good (you should appreciate yourself but also understand the thin line between showing off and appreciating).
So after me completing all my works, I went to see what they were into. The wall decoration was almost completed and it was looking too marvellous. Then comes my younger brother with all his naughty skills and put his bare feet into the colours and started leaving his footprints wherever he go just like few girls instagram bio. And when my aunt found it, you can imagine that nothing happened, she just picked him up and washed his feet and I cleaned his footprints on the floor ( everytime you shouldn’t go negative, sometimes its creepy clean too. Gotcha!!)
After 6hrs of hardwork my mom and my aunt finally paste the wall decoration on the wall and it was looking so elegant and was making the room look so fresh. After everything my lunch was prepared and we had it also we were done with our household chores and went to our bed to lie and to rest for sometime. But within few minutes dad arrived home from office and we were like, what, what’s the time?? And it was 6pm , which means we had our lunch around 5pm, we don’t even know how did the time passed where did we utilised that amount of time. At last I realised that I did nothing the whole day but only the household chores, scrolled reels, wrote some poems, indulged myself in blogging, eating, watching movie and sleeping that’s it (and my mom and my aunt were busy with crafting the whole day). No new adventure, even have no idea what to do, how to utilise the time but yes am enjoying the GOLMAAL here..
These days am feeling confident, aiming high and working on it to achieve it. I want to explore places, create memories, make friends, want to earn by my own talent, and currently am taking tuitions so yeah am earning too (mayn’t be up to that level but kind of satisfaction I have to earn at this age by my own) and atleast I can afford to recharge my number myself and to buy essential stuffs for myself and sometimes it feels too good whenever I buy something for my aunt or for my brother, that satisfaction is heaven to me. My mom is a great singer, she sings too well , its like I have been hearing her since my childhood to the day today even now also she was singing and I realised that the voice which I used to hear 15 years back its just the same today or even better today, she always hesitates whenever I ask her to sing with me and to record with me, if I have to record her I have to make a plan and hide camera somewhere and that requires a lot of courage to me. She has many talents, she is Rashtriypati Award holder for scout and guide when she was in her 9th standard but today there’s something which holds her back and I literally wanna break that off and make her fly once. Working upon my aim and believing that finally one day will come when I’ll be an inspiration to my coming generation. Just like how my mom and my aunt are an inspiration to me. (Don’t go for finding inspiration somewhere in social media or film or some motivational quotes, if you will observe around yourself there are many inspiration including your own people, just the fact you have to follow is you need to observe and not just to stare).
It was when my mom and my aunt came back from market and bought a gift from first cry mart for the baby whose birthday celebration was at night and we all were invited in. Obviously it was a party so there will be food, drinks, friends, family, enjoyment, song, dance and obviously a cake as a birthday party is incomplete without it. So we all got dressed up and we all reached the venue. There we met our nini (father’s sister) and uncle and the cute lil birthday girl Leemi. Yes Leemi is her name and she turned 1 today.( Its really too special for every parent’s to celebrate their child’s first birthday with all their family and close friends, the unconditional love which you used to find outside is really inside your own heart, you just don’t realise and you don’t even remember how happy your parent’s used to be to see you growing every year passing by, this feeling is really too special which you will know when you will also be a parent for sure).
We were treated quite very well. All the girls of my age were dancing and yes I was too willing to dance with them, but as I am the tutor of the elder daughter of that house, yes I used to teach her and take tuition, so practically am the teacher and she used to called me âma’amâ (yeah that feeling to me is quite respectful and also makes me more responsible towards my duty) so, I have to maintain some distance and must behave lik a teacher. After an hour those girls went to their home , then the elders came on the floor to put fire in and yeah they starting dancing, enjoying and I also took part with them because they made me dance and how could I leave any chance to be happy, to create memories so here I was dancing, mimicking, laughing and so much more. We clicked photos for memories and the best part was when I had photo with my father (uncle) . We had photos in different funny poses and yeah it is quite special to me to share such a special bond with my father, where I can talk to him, I can sing with him, he will make me know something which I have no idea about, we both can tease mom together. I have seen many of friends who fears to talk to their father, and if they talk too there’s only four to five sentences a day. And the fact that I have such a beautiful bond with my father makes me feel too lucky. Sometimes my mother used to be angry to see me and my father teasing her or me gossiping with my father like an elder person, but to be honest its such a bond between me and my father that only we understand how lovable it actually feels.
So after all the enjoyment and after having dinner we came back to our home also nini and our cousins came with us and we all slept together gossiping, laughing sharing emotions so on. It was completely a family night. These nights are my favourite.
So yeah my day ended well at a good note, I was too happy filled with laughters and mixed feelings of happiness and was hardly waiting to write this blog.
The moment you have now will never come back again but the memories you make at this moment will always make you cherish that moment and the people you had at that perfect moment.
The day you start working for your dreams is the day you start living just for your dreams and not for yourself. Destiny is something which is both cruel and kind, so you can’t ever predict what may happen next. First of all learn to be in the moment and live for your yourself coz your dreams belongs only to you and not to your neighbours.
Good morning folks! And to be honest this morning is truly good because I am in my native place. The day yesterday when we arrived home, we were like the patients who went in coma just a second ago. I directly jumped into the floor and lied for more than fifteen minutes. After that I freshen up and my mom and me degraded from excitement level to frustration level. What happens when you leave home in care of men? Just imagine, how haunted the scenerio must be for us. Literally there were dishes filled in the basin, all the flowers in the pot were dead, all the clothes were spread here and there and the drawers were filled with wrappers and dust. At first we sat on the chair and planned how to and where from to start cleaning. We started cleaning and also started yelling, aunt who was yelling at my uncle and me who was yelling at my brother and this way our frustration and tiredness upgraded a bit from peak to bottom (here upgrade means lower at bit peace inside, gotcha!) because finally we were yelling at someone and that someone was none other than my brother and my father.
* Just Indian things you know…..
After an hour later father went to his office and my brother to school. Now we can finish our work calmly because the two culprit has gone (yeah culprit, because they didn’t keep the house clean). We were all busy now, my aunt who was busy with clothes, my mom who was busy with utensils, me who was busy with brooming and finally yes my younger brother who was busy with Minecraft, yes you read it right a 6yr old kid being a pro kid playing Minecraft and being super busy and frustrated whenever he lose his lifelines. (everyone has their own frustration level, may it be a 6yr old kid too) GenZ you know!!
It was such a tiring day yesterday i.e 9th July. We reached home at 7am. After that the whole day was too busy for us . The next day i.e 10th July I woke up at 11am seriously this late because past 2 week went so tiring it was like I wasn’t there it was someone else pushing me to go. All my muscles got cramps, itchy nose, eyes, ears, running nose, allergy, fever so on. And I realised it will take a year to get habitual to a new environment for me. I decided to woke up at 5am the morning but unfortunately my alarm didn’t ring and I failed again. Don’t judge me wrong am not a lazy person, I never woke up late but then realised it was because of 300mg Quetiapine which is prescribed to me. How creepy me!!
It was completely a normal day with normal laughters , teasing each other , a bit tired , hectic, frustrated all emotions mixed up. And also had a good doses of meds and everything went well and was able to sleep with no disturbance finally. That’s the inner peace yk!!
Also changed a bit after coming back from my follow up and learn too many things. While I was traveling to Bangalore for my follow up, I went too active on social sites, I made new friends, met new people’s in my life and I realised its all your perspective how you actually see the world, but if your perspective gets wrong then understand it that the person next to you isn’t up to the mark for you to even make any perspective for them.
Here, EAT 5STAR and DO NOTHING (Gotcha!!).
And yes this is how my day ended with lots of emotions again that were balanced very well by me and for that am proud of myself (don’t ever forget to appreciate yourself, because you are the person who knows your own worth better than your neighbours)
Whatever comes to your way, make a perspective first, if it is up to the mark go with it. if not then let go it.
Don’t ever do anything for free of cost because whatever you have is very precious and the next person may not even dwell for it. ( You will know it better in my next blogs).
If you know you know that certain beauties lies under uncertain circumstances and that’s the reason why this certain beauties are termed as âLIFEâ
Reached home after a lot of patience and tolerance inside. It was a journey where there were more number of living lessons rather than excitement for the journey. No matter wherever you visit, where you travel with your friends the ultimate peace and that ultimate happiness is always your âown homeâ.
Okay my âAshiyaanaâ, the way I introduce you to my readers out there they always gets confused thinking why âAshiyaanaâ what âAshiyaanaâ and so many more queries here. So, basically âAshiyaanaâ is the name of my site but before that âAshiyaanaâ was the name of my journal which I used to do I guess 4 years back then. And after that I stopped writing journals and this was how I started writing online and so for the love of my journal I named my site as âAshiyaanaâ. It contains a lots of emotions inside and a lot of memories with it which can’t ever erased inside so that was the reason me creating my own âAshiyaanaâ here.
So, let’s start talking (or say you reading my blog) about the day today. It was a very hectic, frustrating, irritating journey, like seriously how could someone travel 5 days long journey inside the train. Seriously my damn respect to the people who travel so far just to meet their people, to go back home after semesters or for better treatment of the disease and all. The patience they build inside is way more commendable than they just lying the whole day with a mobile in their hands. Well for me the past fifteen days were as if I wasn’t alive, it was only my soul roaming here and there, I wasn’t ever present at the moment, the girl who is so photogenic for the very first time has no photos in my gallery, the one who gets excited more than anyone was never able to get out of the bed, it was as if I just want to sleep, I was happy thinking we will be home sooner but was also angrier, frustrated and so so on. Even the environmental changes tend to hormonal disbalance and I realised it will get very tough for me to cope with with all sudden changes. May it be physically or emotionally it’s always been tough to me. People lack deep thinking quality inside them and they enjoy the present without thinking what circumstances they can face in their future. Well, its always better if you think about your future at the very moment and if you see something building up for you just go on. And remember, thinking and stressing are two different concepts. Your POVs matters to you not for the own sitting in front of you and taking your interview. Gotcha!!
There where many realisations which I actually made within those 10-15 days. It was tough very tough but the things happened which were very disturbing for me and this was for the first time I had both anxiety and panic attack while I was travelling. I literally had no idea what to do, I know my feet burns whenever its the silent battles within. The only thing which I could do was to call my psychologist. I called her and I spoke to her everything related, I broke out into tears , I was afraid, I was in fear what wil happen next. I couldn’t talk to her infront of my mom or near anyone so I went to the washroom I cried as a hell. I calmed myself somehow and after 15-20 mins I returned to the seat and sat silently. I had no idea how to tell my mom, what will be her reaction, my psychologist told me if it’ll be a risk factor we will have to talk to them and I was so afraid listening this because I will never want to go back to that place again where there’s everything but still has nothing to do with that everything, its just my family there . But now as am afraid and have no solution to it, am continuously scrolling reels just to make my mind divert but after some time it was like I have to tell her, there’s no other choice left and finally I told her that I overdoses my medicines for more than 2 days. At that moment of time what thoughts were running in her mind what thoughts were running in my mind where known to both of us. She simply asked me how much did you consume, I told her more than fifteen pills adding those 3 days. She scold me a bit in Nepali and then she asked me not to think much or anything negative. I didn’t hear her scoldings to be honest my full concentration was just upon that last two lines which were meant to be heave to me. And a truth here I learned, no matter whatever happens at the end its only your mom whom you can communicate with and everything gets better that very moment. Our Indian mom’s are beyond our thoughts for them, the magic they hold inside is pure and divine.
If something is uncertain then that’s were your life begins from. Certainity has nothing to do with the concept called âZindagiâ.
âDestinyâ is what I believe upon. You reach nowhere if its not in your destiny, but if your destiny wants to make you reach there, the whole universe will provide you with all the assistances you will need to reach that âuncertain certainityâ. Its you who will explore and who will have to explore and when you will get your destiny there where the universe gets slow a bit because the universe has made you reject all those experiences which you gained before you reach the destiny and as now the universe has done its work, so now get ready for the battle and completely its your call upon âdestinyâ, if you don’t believe that’s also your call and its completely okay if you don’t, because at the end it will be the destiny to be the end.
I saw people loosing their lives falling out of the train as they were standing in the doorway of ever coaches no matter if it is AC Tier or the General one, who might have ever thought that a person going back to meet his family will die on the way , a person going far from his state to take a better treatment will die on the way again, what an uncertain journey it was, meeting a man whose wife passed away just 5 hrs before he was travelling from Assam to Darjeeling, it was her b’day and he gifted her a scooty and she died as he got into an accident and it was all gone. That person wasn’t able to cry , not even to talk as his pain was clearly visible in his smile while talking about his wife and their journey. Again a learning from here, you just need to focus on accepting things, you can’t ever change the destiny. I was so disturbed by everything happening around, overdosed my medicines, googled the reactions it will cause and that was the biggest mistake that I googled it out (don’t ever do this foolish mistake) also I regret telling my mom at the end , tho it was calming but yes it was a bad decision to tell her. In all this circumstances I met people I went socialise I tried making good friends and all. And yes the proverb that say the way you are the same way your circle will be. And yes I got a lot more love and was lot more heard. This land lacks the pure intentions and a pure heart, and if you get a person who has both the qualities, just keep them and try not to change them for yourself but to observe good qualities from them and so they will ( you mightn’t know but they will observe).
Whatever happened in the train was obviously disturbing for every passengers travelling on the train. But, Whom to blame? The Govt.Officials? The Public? The System? Whom?? The Govt.Officials who were drunk the whole night and grabbed a passenger’s seat and slept the next whole day. The public who were frustrated, who were facing problems with the journey and shouting at the cleaners to clean the washroom as because the last night all Officials where busy hanging out in the bathroom or whatever, that we don’t know . The System?? The railway network in India is the oldest and the cheapest and the demandable out of all other mediums. The everyday news of train accidents are absolutely on peak, whose fault is this, who is the one responsible?? Let’s leave the point âblameâ here. Who should take the âresponsibilitiesâ? You? I? We? They? Who?? This would become a long way for me to debate upon, just the ways are different but not the end goal obviously.
So yeah!!! This was a short story with a lot of morals inside and yeah a story of mine story of my second visit to Bangalore for my follow up and I wish this will be the last visit to Bangalore being a patient. Yet the destiny is meant to be!!
Till last 20 mins I was so confused what to write, how to write also why to write but I realised its me again, others will find it beneficial if they will like to explore my writings and will be beneficial after reading to atleast 1% but to me it will be a 110% happiness. I know people nowadays people don’t read much, but I still believe you and I both will find it worth it.
The Sage of Atomic Theory and Vaisesika Darshana: Maharishi Kanada.
The atomic structure of matter was well-known to the ancient Hindus. One of the six systems of Indian philosophy is Vaisesika, from the Sanskrit root visesas, “atomic individuality.” One of the foremost Vaisesika expounders was Aulukya, also called Kanada, “the atom-eater,” bom about 2800 years ago.
In an article in East West, April, 1934, a summary of Vaisesika scientific knowledge was given as follows: “Though the modern “atomic theory is generally considered a new advance of science, it was brilliantly expounded long ago by Kanada, ,âthe atom eaterâ. The Sanskrit anus can be properly translated as âatomâ in the latter’s literal Greek sense of âuncutâ or indivisible. Other scientific expositions of Vaisesika treatises of the B.C. ers include:
(1) the movement of needles towards magnets,                  (2)the circulation of water in plants, (3) akash or ether, inert and structureless, as a basis for transmitting subtle forces, (4) the solar fire as the cause of all other forms of heat,                               (5) heat as the cause of molecular change,              (6) the law of gravitation as caused by the quality that inheres in earth-atoms to give them their attractive power or downwand pull,                   (7) the kinetic nature of all energy; causation as always rooted in an expenditure of energy or a redistribution of motion,                             (8) universal dissolution through the disintegration of atoms,                                                                   (9) the radiation of heat and light rays, infinitely small particles, darting forth in all directions with inconceivable speed (the modern ‘cosmic raysâ theory),                                                 (10) the relativity of time and space.
Maharishi KÄnÄdĂ : The sage of atomic theory and VaisesikaDarshana.
â Vaisesika assigned the origin of the world to atoms, eternal in their nature, i.e, their ultimate peculiarities. These atoms were regarded as possessing an incessant vibratory motion…. The recent discovery that an atom is a miniature solar system would be no news to the old Vaisesika philosophers, who also reduced time to its furthest mathematical concept by describing the smallest unit of time (kala) as the period taken by an atom to traverse its own unit of space.”
Between the mess of life and its miseries, there lies a hope called âyouâ and âyourâ own inner thoughts.
We being the most prominent creature in the universe and subjected to be one of a kind with a hell lot things fixed inside . This world is a place where you will find variations in every single aspect, even in the phases you need to blend with. People here are more concerned about they being a resource to others or may be a resource for their own barefooted life. Where this world is mere a maze to me, I feel myself being a dimmed soul lurking here and there but have no idea searching for what. Being stucked here , I am realising every day that the world I live in and the world engulfing me are two different dimensions facing me. The world where I live, imagine myself to be there’s only a single person âmeâ and the world engulfing me here is full of complections and variations.
The world where am living, am busy here solving someone’s else shit going in their life, providing them with all necessary mental support they need to accustomed with it, but contrary to my world here the people next to me are living in the world where they are not all intrested just to patiently hear out the shits am going through. It’s not at all ridiculously to be a part of the world where it feels like me being lost somewhere in the midst of flawless faults. The part that makes it feel ridiculous is the thought of getting lost somewhere here in that hell midst of darkness. Problems, hell lot more varieties of problems, categorised even more broadly in every aspect. Your problem can be bigger whereas your problem can be smaller than the other, your problem can be solved easily whereas your problem cannot be solved easily than the other, your problem is your problem his problem is our problem, your problem is not as big as you are dwelling for it, wide varieties with several divisions. How can someone’s problem be bigger or smaller?? How can someone’s problem be reviewable?? What shit goes on?? Hell lot dilemmas. Yet worldly thoughts are everyone’s topmost priority.
Not at all ridiculous to get a judgemental quotation over my unsorted mind and my unsorted problems. We live in a world where until and unless you sneeze you won’t be suffering from cold no matter how many times you have admitted it. Same goes for your problems, until and unless you won’t get caught somewhere or until and unless you won’t get a prescribed note from a doctor, you will never have any problem in your life or you will never suffer with any kinda deadly disease no matter how many times you shout or how many times you admit. Just like your marks and your grades you problems will also be compared. No matter what you are going through, may it be your downgraph or your downward curves, except for the one sitting up there and except for the two persons in your life (your life giver) will never judge you. But here the problem is, you will question them all the time,you will keep cursing them for not listening every single timeq. How irony, the one who holds you firmly and the one who pushes you to the good, you never failed to question them from the very first beginning. And yes you just question them, you rarely talk to them, you rarely share your innerself with them. You still lurk within the worldly line where you are still holding a playcard displaying am upset am mentally disturbed am physically weak and I want someone to talk with, you are still bounded to those worldly things, worldly people’s and for their worldly explanation to you.
Everything here runs according to how the rest of the world runs like. It’s harder to build up a world how you want to live in. People here after intense of hardship to bring up with their own world fails and cope ups with the world here and finally end up participating in the worldly race with wide variations and divisions. Simply a note to you, it’s quite easier to expect and to get a logic behind all worldly reasons, just be patient and trust the process you are going through, no matter how the next person seeks you and your problems that’s completely their own thoughts they stick with, you stick with your own right beliefs and the person in you world who is there holding you firmly and pushing your forward with their support and believe. Just trust the process and let your tears flow off in silence, because the noisy world here will never cope up with your voice, everything will end up being a crowdy noise here.
Sometimes âwholeâ is not âallâ that you want and âallâ is not the âwholeâ.
Not the fortune but the people, not the path but the destiny, not the consciousness but the misery. And that’s all for you to get aware of your hurdles on the way. Things which seems to be are not the one which tends to be. This is an era, where people are busy solving their own troubles, wiping tears, handling depressions, consuming overnight dosses of tranquilizers, just to get rid of their so called false âattachmentsâ. This is an era, where we people in search of our âwholeâ losses our âallâ. Well, pin to the point, not the era but the people here are the so called reason âforâ. Ideally, not the one but the one’s âwholeâ and the others âallâ are today’s own culprits. Ancient âRishi Munisâ were undoubtedly more geniuses than Sir Isaac Newton or any other greatest scientists known today because they knew the language of non-violence over violence, as addressed by Mahatma Gandhi. They were âsoâ also for the reason that they predicted everything precisedly addressing the era today.
Well, nevertheles today’s youngsters are more concerned and are more intelligible towards the unreal stuffs which merely serves the purpose of entertaining them and relieving them from so called mental traumas. We all are in a phase were we are sharing our room with those unknown fellows of our journey. Being more precised, not the people but our own inner dilemmas, confusions, stress, depressions and all mental issues as our poor fellows being loyal to us. Clarifying the later, a phase were we priorities us as a whole or others as all, seems complicated but the harsh reality can’t be denied. We live in an era where we ourself are the reason behind our own dilemmas. It may sound offensive to few people reading my blog post right now, but let your thoughts be kept aside for few minutes and try to introspect within your own mind and your own soul. Are you fine?? Are you under control of your own mind and your own soul?? Sounds confusing right. Okay! Just think for a few moment are you your âwholeâ or are you just wandering to be someone’s âallâ or in search of others âallâ?
We are hell busy in searching ourself beneath our real dimensions. We are searching ourself somewhere in someone’s else stories, feeds, tweets and so on. Trying to heal our wounds not by applying antiseptic lotions over it but by those unrealistic pop sounds of notification bells, reactions and all such miserable stuffs. We aren’t actually in search of our whole instead we are loosing our identity and the whole that we had before we engaged ourself in the midst of the darker phase. This is the reality how we actually search the actual matter out of the world even when the creator himself is residing inside you, your soul and your karma, if this is how we search for our whole then ask yourself, are you not the whole when you and your soul remains calm and introspect within just to make yourself aware that you were always your âwholeâ before you tied yourself to the sufferings of the materialistic world !!
ALL!! What does it actually resembles?? Well, again a small word but a lot in meaning. We want âall’, we care for âallâ, we are âallâ, a lot and a lot of meanings. But, here the question arises, what’s the relatable one?? Ahh! it’s mere like a instagram quote which seems to be relatable to each one reading it and trying his/her hell to connect to the lines flashing there on your feed. No matter how but every quote feels relatable. Anyways, pin to the point, this âallâ doesn’t resembles later for sure, but it resembles, âallâ I want is my happiness, âallâ I care for is my happiness again, my stuff and me that’s âallâ for me to be happy again. Okay, no offense, but this is the reality, I don’t know how much of you reading it will understand it within one take but this is the precised definition of âallâ in today’s darker phase. Why can’t one truly appreciate their survival as âallâ what they have? We all are chasing our self happiness, but one must understand that inner happiness lies within the happiness of âallâ not behind your definition of âallâ. The consciousness of your’s to the lord is the only eternal happiness one can attain in this life only when you and me together will dedicate our âwholeâ to the only âallâ of this universe and will free ourselves from the cage of so called âmoh-mayaâ of this darker phase to which we belong to.
This is how we actually lurk between the two (the all and the whole). The only way to resolve all your dilemmas , your confusions lies behind your consciousness and to develop your consciousness lies within your own efforts and sufferings. You can’t find your âwholeâ until and unless you clarify yourself with your âallâ. Life is short, do stuffs which makes you feel happy eternally, otherwise the criminal who’s going to hang tomorrow is also happy today thinking he has one last opportunity, the last night of his life, but has nothing to do with rather than just pray and curse himself for his unconsciousness and die with no one to cry behind but only to curse the way he cursed himself the last night.
Here, I end my blog with a humble request to comment down your views which will help me to develop my self consciousness towards my deeds via my writings and will help my soul to achieve the perception of the life that has been gifted to me by my creator.
The word Navratri is derived from two Sanskrit wordsâ’nava’ meaning nine and ‘ratri’ meaning night. The legend associated with Navratri speaks about the great battle that took place between the powerful demon Mahishasura and Goddess Durga.Celebrated over nine nights and 10 days, Navratri honours the triumph of good over evil by the goddess Durga. Often regarded as a celebration of women’s empowerment. đď¸đş
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NINE AVATARS OF MAA DURGA, AUSPICIOUS NINE NIGHTS ~1. Shailaputri
1. Shailaputri
Among the Navratri 9 days Devi names, the first day is the day of Devi Shailaputri. The literal meaning of Shailputri means the daughter (putri) of the mountain (Shaila). She is differently acknowledged by the names of Sati, Bhavani, Parvati, and Hemwati. She is the absolute embodiment of the power of Brahma, Vishnu, and Mahadev. The Goddess is represented with a crescent moon on the forehead, trident in right and lotus in the left hand. She rides on Nandi bull.đď¸đş
2. Brahmacharini
The second day is of the deity Brahmacharini. She is the Maa of austerity and penance as her name Brahmacharini represents the female who practices Brahmacharya (renunciation from worldly pleasures). She walks on bare feet, carrying a Japa mala in her right hand and kamandalu in her left hand. She endows her devotees with grace, blissfulness, peace, and prosperity.đď¸đş
3. Chandraghanta
The third day is of Navratri Goddess Chandraghanta. Chandraghanta wears a half-moon shaped like a bell on her forehead, which describes the etymology of her name. She adorned her forehead with the half-moon after marrying Lord Shiva. She is revered by the followers on the third day for tranquillity and prosperity in life. She mounts on a tigress and is described with ten hands and three eyes. She carries Trishul, Gada, sword, and Kamadalu in her four left hands while her fifth hand is in Varadamudra. She holds a lotus, arrow, Dhanush, Japa mala in her right fourth hand and keeps her fifth right hand in Abhaya Mudra.đď¸đş
4. Kushmanda
Deity Kushmanda possesses the power to live inside the blazing sun, hence the name Kushmanda. Having a luminous body as that of the sun, she is credited to create a world with her divine and radiant smile. The Navratri importance of this Goddess is that she bestows her worshippers with good wellbeing, strength, and strength. She is represented with eight hands, therefore known by the name of Ashtabhuja Devi. Her form is pictured with eight to ten hands holding a trident, discus, sword, hook, mace, bow, arrow, two jars of honey and blood. Her one hand is always in the Abhaya mudra form she blesses all her followers. She rides on a tiger.đď¸đş
5. Skandamata
The fifth day of Navratri is for Skandamata- mother of the war God Skanda (Kartikey). She rides ferocious lion and carries Lord Skanda(infant) in her lap. It is believed that she was chosen as the commander in chief of war against the demon, thereby she is also recognized as âGoddess of Fire.â The iconography of this female God is depicted with four hands, lotus flower in her upper two hands, one hand in Abhaya Mudra, and one right hand, she carries Skanda. She is often pictured seated on a lotus flower and is referred to as Padamasani.đď¸đş
6. Katyayani
The sixth form of Maa Durga is Katyayani also adored as Mahalaxmi. Katyayani was born to destroy bull demon Mahishasura. Her defining characteristics include anger, vengeance, and ultimate victory over evils. All those who remember her with a pure heart and utmost faith are blessed with boons. She sits on a magnificent lion and is portrayed with four hands. Sword and lotus in her left hands and rights hands in Abhaya Mudra and Varadamudra.đď¸đş
7. Kalaratri
Maa with a dark complexion, furious soul, and a fearless posture. Her big red eyes, sticking out blood-red tongue and sobre on hand makes her the Goddess of death. Also, she is well-known by the names of Kali Maa and Kalratri. She is seen seated on a donkey adorning scattered black hair and three round eyes. She has four hands. Right hand in Abhaya Mudra and Vardara Mudra and sword and iron hook in the left hand.đď¸đş
8. Mahagauri
Mahagauri is the eight form of Goddess Durga and regarded as the most graceful form among the navaforms. Her beauty glows like pearl purity. Being the Goddess of purity, cleanliness, endurance, and peace, her worshipper’s flaws and mistakes are burnt to ashes. Mahagauri has four arms. She keeps her right hand in the pose of alleviating suffering and trident in the lower right hand. Her upper left arm holds tambourine and the lower-left provides blessings.đď¸đş
9. Siddhidatri
Siddhidatri, is worshipped on the last day, she is the Adi Shakti avatar of Durga. She existed as pure energy and had no physical form. Lord Rudra worship her for creating the universe and she appeared from the left half of Lord Shiva.đď¸đş
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There is no substitute to will power. The very story of âMahishasura Mardiniâ is enough to show us that when we are stronger inside, it automatically reflects on the outside. No matter how much people inspire us, guide us or motivate us, ultimately us have to rely on ourself to win the battle of life.
Misconceptions arises everywhere, sometimes with mythological beliefs sometimes in the form of unwanted myths. Clearance is the only way further . ༠नऎठजिाञय༤༤
33 Crore Godsâ is a highly misinterpreted fact. The term âtrayastrimsati kotiâ mentioned in Atharva Veda, Yajur Veda, and Satapatha-brahmana, was misunderstood as 33 Crores. The term âkotiâ in Sanskrit has two meaning, one is âsupremeâ and the other is Crore. The term âtrayastrimsati kotiâ does not mean the number ‘thirty-three crore’. Here koti means ‘supreme’, pre-eminent, excellent, that is, the 33 ‘supreme’ divinities. So, somewhere in translation, we missed the basic fact that Hinduism has 33 Supreme Gods and not 33 Crore Gods. (The word koti has the same meaning as âUchcha koti.â) In the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, chapter 3, YajĂąavalkya has said that in reality there are only 33 Gods and Goddesses. Of these 8 are Vasus, 11 Rudras, 12 Adityas, and Indra and Prajapati. ( 8+ 11 + 12 + 2 = 33).
8 Vasus (deities of material elements) are – Dyaus “Sky”, Prthivi “Earth”, VÄyu “Wind”, Agni “Fire”, NakĹatra “Stars”, VaruĹa “Water”, Surya “Sun”, Chandra “Moon” They are called Vasus, because they are the abode of all that lives, moves or exists.
The Rudras: Rudras are the principles of life, intermediary between unconscious material elements and the intellect. thus they represent the 10 life breaths (prÄášas) and the mind as the 11th. In the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad . The 11 Rudras are represented by ten vital energies (rudra-prana) in the body and the 11th one being the Ätman (the soul)
The ten Pranas are : Praana, Apaana, Vyaana, Samaana, Udaana, Naag, Kurma, Krikal, Devadutta and Dhananjaya i.e. nervauric forces which live in the human body and the 11th is the âhuman soulâ.
These are called âRudrasâ because when they desert the body, it becomes dead and the relations of the deceased, consequently, begin to weep. Rudra means one who makes a person to weep. The twelve Adityas are:
⢠Vishnu ⢠Sakra ⢠Aryaman ⢠Dhaataa ⢠Vidhaataa ⢠Twashtaa ⢠Pooshaa ⢠Vivaswaan ⢠Savitaa ⢠Mitraavarun ⢠Ansa and ⢠Bhaga (This list sometimes varies in particulars)
The 12 Adityas are described in the Rig Veda as solar dieties.They cause the lapse of the term of existence of each object or being.
Indra which is also known as the (all-pervading) electricity, as it is productive of great force.
Prajaapati, also called the “Yajna” because it benefits mankind by the purification of air, water, rain and vegetables and because it aids the development of various arts, and in it the honor is accorded to the learned and the wise.
The Master of these 33 Devatas is the âMahadev âor âIshwarâwho alone is to be worshipped as per 14th Kanda of Shatpath Brahman.
We can’t ever bound ourself to just one mere selfless thought, we can’t always give ourself mere relief by saying that he is there with me, until and unless you are not in race, until and unless you are out of your materialistic thoughts and mere unconscious mind.
Kalki is an avatara of Vishnu. Avatara means “descent” and refers to a descent of the divine into the material realm of human existence.
The Garuda Purana lists ten incarnations, with Kalki being the tenth. He is described as the incarnation who appears at the end of the Kali Yuga.The Kali Yuga shall last for 432000 years. It is said that the Kaliyug started sometime in 3102 BCE. We are currently at the 5,121st year of the last yuga, and 426,879 years are still remaining.Kalkin, also called Kalki, final avatar (incarnation) of the Hindu god Vishnu, who is yet to appear.
At the end of the present Kali yuga (age), when virtue and dharma have disappeared and the world is ruled by the unjust, Kalkin will appear to destroy the wicked and to usher in a new age.By the time of the Kali Yuga ends (present era as per Hinduism), the bodies of all creatures will be greatly reduced in size, and the religious principles of Varnasrama will be ruined.
The path of the Vedas will be completely forgotten in human society, and so called religion will be mostly atheistic.
The kings (rulers) mostly will be thieves; the occupation of men will be stealing; lying and needless violence; and all the social classes will be reduced to the lowest level.Cows will be killed, spiritual centers will be no different from mundane house, family ties will extend no further than the immediate bonds of marriage.
Most plants and herbs will disappear. Seasons will go awry, homes will be devoid of piety and there will be no morality.At that time, the Supreme Personality of Godhead will appear on the earth. Acting with the power of pure spiritual goodness, He will rescue eternal religion.
Appearance Time of Kalki Avatar in Srimad Bhagavata PuranaAt the conjunction of two Yugas (Kali Yuga and Satya Yuga), the Lord of creation will take His birth as Kalki Avatar and become the son of Vishnuyashas of Shambhala Village. (Canto 1 Chapter 3:25, Canto 12, chapter 2:18)
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Namasteyđđť Here’s the last and the tenth avatar of Lord Vishnu. And here’s the end of the series. Lord Vishnu, the creator , the divine soul and the healer is always with you. Focus on your karma , he will lead you to your destiny.
The ninth Avatar/ incarnation of Bhagwan Vishnu has always kept people in a state of confusion. Some people believe Gautama Buddha is the ninth Avatar of Bhagwan Vishnu, but many don’t agree to this. For Buddhists, Gautama Buddha is not an Avatar of Bhagwan Vishnu. For Hindus, some people believe him to be the ninth Avatar and some don’t.In the Northern parts of India, Balaram is considered as the ninth Avatar of Vishnu, or Sheshnaag. In the East, people believe Lord Jagannath to be the Ninth Avatar. In Maharashtra, Lord Vithoba is believed to be the Ninth Avatar. There were many other Buddhas before Siddharth Gautama Buddha. And the Buddha who is considered as the ninth Avatar is not Gautama Buddha, but Sugatha Buddha. Many people misunderstand him to be Gautama Buddha.Bhagwan Vishnu took the Sugatha Gautama Avatar to assist Lord Shiva in killing a Powerful demon named Tripurasura. Nowhere in our texts and scriptures is Gautama Buddha mentioned as an Avatar.But, Gautama Buddha was indeed a great man and had God’s ‘ansh’ in him.
Though the confusion regarding ninth Avatar always remains, but still the message of evolution of people is clear
1. Matsya (Fish – an aquatic)
2. Kurma (Tortoise – an amphibian)
3. Varaha (Boar – a full fledged terrestrial animal)
4. Narsimha (Half lion- half human)
5. Vamana (a dwarf human)
6. Parashuram (a wanderer or nomadic human with lesser emotions)
7. Shri Ram (a socialized & civilized human)
8. Shri Krishna (human with high degree of intelligence)
9. Ninth Avatar ( A human fighting the atrocities and faults of mankind and self enlightenment )
To be continued….
Namasteyđşđđť Sorry for the gap, was little busy with certain stuffs. Here’s the another and one of the most controversial avatar,the ninth avatar. Hope now your confusions my get rid. Stay safe đş Stay divineđşđđť
Krishna, one of the most widely revered and most popular of all Indian divinities, worshipped as the eighth incarnation (avatar, or avatara) of the Hindu god Vishnu and also as a supreme god in his own right.
One day Vishnu, the great Hindu god pulled two hairs from his own head, one white and one black. The black hair was planted into the womb of Devaki, a princess of the city of Mathura, and so Krishna was born into the Pandava family, his earthly father being Vasudeva.
The night Krishna was born, a divine voice directed Vasudeva to smuggle the new born out of the prison and take him to his friend’s house in Gokul and exchange his son with his friend’s new born girl.
A thousand-headed serpent, the great Adi-shesh, appeared suddenly and raised his hood to form an umbrella to protect Vasudeva and the eighth incarnation of Lord Vishnu – the infant Krishna – from the heavy rains.
The term “Raas Leela” roughly means Dance of Devine Love. The dance form tells the story of Krishna, Radha and the Gopis, and is considered as Krishna’s favourite thing to do. The Raas Leela is an important part of the traditional Manipuri culture.
Krishna acted as the warrior-prince Arjuna’s charioteer in the Great War, the Battle of Kurukshetra, between the Pandavas (whom Krishna supported) and the Kauravas. It was on the eve of this battle that Krishna recounted the sacred song of the Bhagavad Gita to Arjuna.
It is said that Lord Krishna was in fear that Kauravas and the Pandavas might make a pact on seeing each other dying in this war. So he decided to choose a land for war, where there is enough amount of anger and hatred. For this, Krishna sent his messengers in all directions and asked them to take stock of the events.
Krishna is perceived by most Hindus to be an avatar (incarnation) of Vishnu, who is regarded as the highest avatar. It is believed that all other deities are manifestations of him. Krishna is considered to be a warrior, hero, teacher and philosopher by Hindus.
Lord Krishna through the Gita tells us that whenever we are in any kind of a moral dilemma then we should excel in our emotions and concentrate on our duty i.e. dharma. Unwanted emotions make us weak, and we tend to deviate from the path of duty.
ln the Bhagavad Gita, chapter nine, Lord Krishna tells Arjuna that He sustains everything, sentient and non-sentient, but He Himself is not dependent on anything. Although He is Omnipresent, we do not know Him. Non-sentient entities lack the capacity to know Him.Everybody is aware of his teachings in the holy book GITA. He led a very simple life with meaningful life lessons. In the battlefield, Krishna did not fight physically and gave Arjuna practical and tactful ways. His teachings are not only restricted to India or Hinduism but to many across the world.
To be Continued….
ŕ¤ŕ¤Ż जŕĽŕ¤°ŕĽ ŕ¤ŕĽŕ¤ˇŕĽŕ¤Ł đđť Hope you all are living a life full of divinity and with immense pleasure, wherever you will find it difficult to handle, leave it on Krishna, he is there watching you day and night and understanding your pidaa. Just focus on your Karma, Krishna is there with youđď¸đŽđł
Rama (or Ramachandra) is the seventh avatar of the Hindu god Vishnu. Lord Rama can be simply described as a man who displays perfect moral as well as social behaviour.
Lord Rama, in the words of Swami Vivekananda, is âthe embodiment of truth, of morality, the ideal son, the ideal husband and above all, the ideal kingâ.
He is a symbol of the victory of right over the evil.Rama is a sat purushah â a person with innate goodness. He is satyadharmaparaayanah â always an adherent of truth and dharma. He is like the moon in his pleasing quality. He has the quality of kshama â a forgiving nature, like the Earth which bears so many burdens.Oldest human deity.
Lord Rama is known to be the oldest deity worshipped in human form, as Lord Rama was born in Treta Yuga and it is believed that Treta Yuga has ended 1,296,000 years before today.He was eldest and favourite son of Dasaratha, King of Ayodhya, he is a virtuous prince and is much loved by the people. He was exiled from Ayodhya due to the plotting of his stepmother, Kaikeyi.
The legends tell us that Lord Krishna had drunk poisoned milk given by a demon when he was a baby and that had caused the bluish tinge in his skin.
In scientific terms it can be described as-
Blue-tinged skin is the result of methemoglobinemiaâa condition wherein hemoglobin, the molecule in red blood cells that distribute oxygen to the body, is unable to release oxygen effectively to body tissues. As the blood doesn’t get oxygenated, it makes the skin look blue, lips purple, and blood chocolate-coloured.
Rama symbolizes a model of reason, right action, and desirable virtues. Rama’s name is a popular form of greeting among friends (âRam! Ram!â), and Rama is the deity most invoked at death.The truth that each one is responsible for his acts, good and bad and will have to face the consequences is strongly stressed.
In Ramayan , it is shown that even birds and animals will be of assistance to one who treads the right path; but to him who chooses the wrong path, even one’s kith and kin cannot be of any help.
To be continued………
Namaste đđť Be kind to yourself and be kind to the one near you. Not everything is what you have thought, change your perception and see the world changing around you.
Parshuram is believed to be his sixth incarnation.The story of Parshuram belongs to the Treta yug. The word Parshuram means Lord Ram with an axe.Parashurama is described in some versions of the Mahabharat as the angry Brahmin who with his axe, killed a huge number of Kshatriya warriors because they were abusing their power.
In some versions, he even kills his own mother because his father asks him to and because to take his test obeisance towards his parents.The Mahabharata and the Puranas record that Parashurama was born to the Brahman sage Jamadagni and the princess Renuka, a member of the Kshatriya class. When Jamadagni suspected Renuka of an unchaste thought, he ordered Parashurama to cut off her head, which the obedient son did.
The aim of his birth was to help Mother Earth get rid of sinful and destructive monarchs that neglected their duties.The parashu named Vidyudabhi is the weapon of the god Shiva who gave it to Parashurama, sixth avatar of Vishnu, whose name means “Rama with the axe” and also taught him its mastery.
As per the Hindu rituals, Lord Parshuram is believed to be immortal and the aggressive avatar that prevents the earth from evil powers. His incarnation led to protect the earth by exterminating sinful, destructive and irreligious monarchs that looted resources and neglected the duties of the kings.
Parashurama also fought back the advancing seas to save the lands of Konkan, Malabar and Kerala. Parashurama is worshipped as mool purush or founder of the Bhumihar Brahmin, Chitpavan, Niyogi, Daivadnya, Mohyal, Shukla, Awasthi, Tyagi, Anavil, Nambudiri Brahmin communities.
It is believed that Parashurama was born during Pradosh Kala and hence the day when Tritiya prevails during Pradosh Kala is considered for Parashurama Jayanti celebrations.
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Through intensive religious rituals, the demon king Bali conquered the gods. The god Vishnu came to earth as Vamana, his fifth avatar, to defeat him. Vamana appeared as a dwarflike Brahmin. When the pious Bali asked what gift the holy man desired, Vamana requested only as much land as he could cover in three steps.In the Rigveda, Vishnu took three strides, with which he measured out the three worlds: earth, heaven, and the space between them. In later mythology, the dwarf Vamana made his appearance when the demon king Bali ruled the entire universe and the gods had lost their power. One day Vamana visited the court of Bali and begged of him as much land as he could step over in three paces. The king laughingly granted the request. Assuming a gigantic form, Vamana with one step covered the whole earth, and with the second step the midworld between earth and heaven. As there was nowhere left to go, the demon king lowered his head and suggested Vamana place his foot on it for the promised third step. Vamana was pleased, and with the pressure of his foot sent Bali down below to rule the netherworld. Vishnu in this form is often identified as Trivikrama (âGod of the Three Stridesâ).Mahabali, despite being a demon king, was said to be generous and benevolent. His rule is likened to the golden era. Because of this, his return every year is so widely celebrated. The festival is celebrated in the Malayalam calendar month of Chingam. Onam is also a harvest festival.
It is said that Mahabali defeated the gods and took over the three worlds. This made gods resent him and urge Lord Vishnu to help them in their fight against the demon king. Mahabali was a devotee of Lord Vishnu and the god found it difficult to take sides in the battle. Vishnu, in his Vamana (poor Brahmin) avatar, visited Mahabali. He made the king agree to his wish. Vamana asked for property rights over a piece of land that measures “three paces”. Mahabali agreed to this wish.
The Vamana avatar then grew in size and covered everything the king ruled in just two steps. To keep his word and honour, Mahabali offered his head for the third step. Impressed by his gesture, Lord Vishnu allowed him to return to Earth once every year. This homecoming is celebrated as Onam.
The purpose of Vamana avatar is to protect the devas who have been rendered homeless ever since Bali, having consolidated his powers, is reigning supreme over the three worlds.As a dwarf, Vamana may have symbolized for classical Hindus an early, underdeveloped state of humanity at the beginning of the Treta Yuga.
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Vishnu appeared as Narasimha (Nara means man and Simha means lion). The fourth avatar was conceived in a such a manner that it nullified the boon Lord Brahma had granted to Hiranyakashipu. The demon could neither be killed by a man nor by an animal; neither at day nor at night; neither at home nor outside; neither on the ground nor in the sky; neither by a weapon nor by supernatural powers. Therefore, Lord Vishnu appeared as a half-man-half-lion. He killed Hiranyakashipu at dusk at the threshold of his house by making him lie on his lap and executing him with his claws.Vishnu kills the demon Hiranyaksha during his Varaha avatar.
Hiranyakshaâs brother Hiranyakashipu wants to take revenge by destroying Lord Vishnu and his followers. He performs penance to please Brahma, the god of creation. Impressed by this act, Brahma offers him anything he wants.Hiranyakashipu asks for a tricky boon. That he would not die either on earth or in space; nor in fire nor in water; neither during day nor at night; neither inside nor outside (of a home); nor by a human, animal or God; neither by inanimate nor by animate being.Brahma grants the boon. With virtually no fear of death he unleashes terror. Declares himself as god and asks people to utter no godâs name except his. However his son Prahlada (who a devoted worshiper of Lord Vishnu!) refuses. Repeated pressurization on him yields no results for Hiranyakashipu. Prahlada declares the omnipresence of Lord Vishnu.
Once Hiranyakashipu points to a pillar and asks if Vishnu is present in it. Prahlada nods in affirmative. Angered at it, he draws his sword and cuts the pillar; Narasimha appears out of the broken pillar.Narasimha (being a man-lion god form) kills Hiranyakashipu. He comes out to kill at the twilit (neither day nor night);on the doorsteps of his palace (neither inside nor outside); uses his nails to kill (neither animate nor inanimate); puts him on his lap before killing (neither earth nor in space). Thus making power of the boon ineffective.The death of this demon king is celebrated as Holi (the celebration of colors) in India, especially in the northern parts.
Narasimha is a significant iconic symbol of creative resistance, hope against odds, victory over persecution, and destruction of evil. He is the destructor of not only external evil, but also one’s own inner evil of “body, speech, and mind” states Pratapaditya Pal.
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Varaha, (Sanskrit: âBoarâ) third of the 10 incarnations (avatars) of the Hindu god Vishnu. When a demon named Hiranyaksha dragged the earth to the bottom of the sea, Vishnu took the form of a boar in order to rescue it. They fought for a thousand years.Hiranyaksha grew very powerful and complacent. He started misusing his powers and wanted to rule the world. He caused massive devastation and even stole Mother Earth (Bhuma Devi) and hid her under the cosmic ocean. Therefore to save the Earth, Lord Vishnu appeared as a Varaha (wild boar). He lifted the Earth with his tusks after eliminating Hiranyaksha. Thus, by taking the form of a boar, Lord Vishnu showed how gradually evolution took place. First was Matsya (an underwater being), then came tortoise, an amphibian, followed by Varaha, a land animal.Hiranyaksha saw a giant Varaha lifting the earth on the teeth. The demon attacked Varaha God with his mace. After a fight, Lord Vishnu cut the demon in half with his Sudarshan Chakra. After this, Lord Varaha freed the three worlds by bringing the earth out of the abyss as before and setting it again on the Sheshnag.Varaha Jayanti is marked to celebrate the birth of Vishnu. It is believed that Lord Varaha bestows immense riches and good health on those who worship him.
In Indian mythology, the boar is once again seen as the symbol of life and fertility but also as a saviour. Brahmin Vishnu saved the earth in the form of a wild boar. Varaha represents yajna (sacrifice), as the eternal upholder of the earth. Varaha is the embodiment of the Supreme Being who brings order amidst chaos in the world by ritual sacrifice.Within Hindu culture, the boar takes a more positively aggressive aura. Symbolism linked with the wild boar is incorporated into several key stories associated with rebirth, creation, and protection. The creator Prajapati transformed into a boar and spread out the earth, which became known as the goddess Prthivi.
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Kurma, the second avatar of Vishnu, is depicted in the water holding up Mount MandÄra, chosen as a churning rod upon which Vishnu himself is seated. The snake VÄsuki, coiled around it, serves as a rope which is being pulled on the left by the gods BrahmÄ, Vishnu and Shiva, and on the right by three demons.Lord Vishnu had pledged that he would appear every time someone threatens the existence of humanity. He had vowed that he would take an avatar on earth to restore Dharma by uprooting Adharma. For the uninitiated, the Devas symbolised Dharma while the Danavas represented Adharma. In one of the battles that took place after Daitya Guru Shukracharya was blessed with the Sanjeevani Mantra, the Daityas (Danavas) defeated the Devas. The victory of the Danavas meant the decline of goodness and peace. Moreover, Lord Vishnu knew that if the Danavas became immortal, then they would overpower the Devas and also cause massive damage to the human race.
Therefore, to save humankind from the Danavas, Lord Vishnu took the avatar of a Kurma. And by doing so, he played a pivotal role in the Samudra Mathan.
Since the Danavas had defeated the Devas in the battle, there arose a need to empower the latter. Therefore, Lord Vishnu suggested Samudra Manthan for extracting the divine nectar (Amrit) that could make the Devas immortal. However, the Devas alone wouldn’t have been able to perform the massive task. Hence, Vishnu advised Indra, the King of the Devas to take help from Kalketu, the King of the Danavas.
Interestingly, Vishnu had also hatched a plan to prevent the Devas from consuming the Amrit. Subsequently, to churn the ocean (Samudra), Mandara Mountain was cut from its base and installed in the sea as the churning rod. And Vasuki, the King of Snakes, became the churning rope.But, since the base of the mountain couldn’t reach the seabed owing to the surging movement of the waves, Lord Vishnu decided to make his presence felt in the form of a Kurma.
Lord Vishnu took the form of a Kurma and went deep inside the sea to carry the Mandara mountain on his back. Thus, by enduring the weight on his back, Lord Vishnu ensured that the churning of the ocean takes place without any hurdles. And by helping the Devas in the endeavour to obtain the Amrit, Lord Vishnu saved the human race.
The tortoise represents stability and longevity and is likened to a sage because it can withdraw into its shell and meditate. Vastu believes that tortoise attracts harmony, money peace and long life in a home. The figure of a tortoise should always face East and should be kept in sufficient water to soak the feet.
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Matsya, (Sanskrit: âFishâ) one of the 10 avatars (incarnations) of the Hindu god Vishnu. In this appearance Vishnu saved the world from a great flood. Manu, the first man, caught a little fish that grew to giant size. When the flood approached, Manu saved himself by tying his boat to the horn on the fish’s head. Lord Vishnu’s first avatar was set in the Satya Yuga, where he incarnated as Matsya Avatar – a half-human and a half-fish avatar with four arms. There are several versions of this story in Puranas, but the most prominent one was written in Bhagavata Purana. Vishnu knew about Shiva’s plan to cause massive floods. Therefore, he incarnated in the form of Matsya (a fish). Moreover, he had to save Manu and his wife Shatarupa, the couple that would be instrumental in conceiving humans once again.
STORY OF MATSYA AVATAR GOES LIKE THIS : Matsya (Fish in Sanskrit) was the first Avatar of Vishnu in Hinduism. The great flood finds mention in Hindu mythology texts like the Satapatha Brahmana , where in the Matsya Avatar takes place to save the pious and the first man, Manu and advices him to build a giant boat. Lord Matsya is generally represented as a four-armed figure with the upper torso of a man and the lower of a fish.
It is said that, during the Satya Yuga, the people on earth had become irreligious and disorderly in the way they lived their lives. This is when the Gods collectively decided to flood the earth and prepare it for the process of renovation. Lord Brahma, the creator, had been given the guidelines to remodel the earth by Lord Vishnu. These guidelines were the Vedas, the four principle books of Hinduism. Lord Brahma decided to rest before this grand task as he was quite’ tired from the process of creation.At this time, a horse-headed demon named Hayagriva ( not t be confused with Lord Hayagriva, the avatar of Vishnu who is considered as a symbol of wisdom and knowledge) came out of Brahmaâs nose and stole the Vedas from him. Then Hayagriva went and hid himself deep in the oceans of the earth. Meanwhile, a pious king named Satyavrata who was a great admirer of Lord Vishnu, regularly worshipped Lord Vishnu and wished to meet Him. So Lord Vishnu decided to pay a visit to Manu.
In the Matsya avatara, He gave to Brahma, Vedic knowledge that he had lost. Hence, He is vachaspatih â the Lord of speech. He is udaradhI, because His jnana fills people with awe. He is agrani, because He leads people to moksha.
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There’s nothing fixed. Accept the approximation, as it is universally accepted .
Aryabhatiyaâ is a compendium of mathematics and astronomy, which has survived till modern times. Studying the âAryabhatiyaâ shows beyond doubt that Aryabhata had indeed discovered and worked on concept of pi long before the Western world was even aware of its existence.
The Aryabhatiya, written in Sanskrit consists of 108 verses divided into 4 padas or chapters. The second pada called the Ganitapada (Ganita = mathematics) bears a reference to the concept (and approximate value) of pi. In Ganitapada 10, Aryabhata says~ âcaturadhikam Ĺatamaᚣášaguášam dvÄᚣaᚣášistathÄ sahasrÄášÄm ayutadvayaviᚣkambhasyÄsanno vášttapariášÄhaḼâ
Translated into English, this verse means: âAdd four to 100, multiply by eight, and then add 62,000. By this rule the circumference of a circle with a diameter of 20,000 can be approached. In other words, what Aryabhata said was that circumference of a circle with a diameter of 20000 is (4+100) x8 +62000= 62832. And we know that the value of pi is the ratio of the circumference to the diameter, so in this case 62832/20000, which is incredibly 3.1416. This is the value of pi accurate to five figures.
So we can definitely infer the following from the above verse and subsequent calculations: a. Aryabhata knew that he was talking about a mathematical constant, because he uses the term rule, indicating the value remains the same, even when the numbers change. And we know the ratio of the circumference of any circle (whatever its size) to its diameter is always the same â pi. b. He uses the term âapproachedâ, indicating that the value is not exact, but rather an approximation. This could well have been very first reference to the irrational nature of pi. Modern world in fact discovered that pi was irrational when proved so by Lambert in Europe as late as 1761. There is no explanation in the Aryabhatiya as to how Aryabhata arrived at these values. The fact remains that Aryabhata had indeed discovered pi.
It’s the beginning, here’s a short description about what it is and how it is
If somehow you can break apart matter further, You will find different type of stages of matter. Initially you will find matter in molecular form. Later you will see atomic state where matter exist in form of atoms only. Further if go on, the same matter exist in electron, proton and neutron. After that we find quark and if we go further, we will also find such a state where particle form doesn’t exist. Here matter only exist as Vibration as vibrating entity.For vibration there must be a medium. So if we go further, we will find that medium which is responsible for these very subtle vibrations. After that we also find more subtle state of matter. If we go more further we find “Akash Tatva” and after that “Manastatva”. After “Manastatva” , we find another subtle medium “Ahankar Tatva”. Hence our journey into the matter ends in final state of matter called “Prakriti”.The initial state of our universe exist in form of “Prakriti”. That means initially the whole universe was spreaded in infinite vacuum space in its fundamental form of Prakriti. That momment temperature was absolute zero, Infinite darkness were there. Both mass and energy were zero in the infinite “vacuum space”. There was no force, means zero force existed everywhere. Both known and unknown forces doesn’t exist at that moment. There was no motion, even infinitesimal motion doesn’t exist, universe is in complete rest state. There was no sound and that moment “kaal means time” was in its latent state.The initial state was such a state that feels like nothingness. Just imagine the state of nothingness such was the initial state of universe.BUT… in reality.. there was something. I mean our universe was not “zero” instead it only seems to be zero or nothingness. Because the basic fundamental properties of fundamental matter were in sleeping mode at that moment, it called as “Sushupti” state.If you can see the end of universe; you will feel that universe swallowed itself , so that is the initial state of universe , to which you can imagine like nothingness, BUT It is not “nothingness”.
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In the view of Greatest Vedic Scientist Mahadev Shiva, Maharshi Bramha and Bhagvan Manu termed this state as “Avyakt” means cannot be known completely.Because is such state the fundamental properties are in sleeping mode.
One cannot do special argument on this natural state. Now, from this state how universe came into existence in such a state Vedic Rashmi Theory states god is necessary. Omniscient god who is everywhere; breaks the equilibrium state of this prakriti state.
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Rani Padmini (Padmavati)
Padmini, also known as Padmavati, was a 13thâ14th century Rani (queen) of the Mewar kingdom of present-day India. Several medieval texts mention her, although this versions are disparate and many modern historians question the extent of overall authenticity.
Rajputsâ strong sense of honour made Padmavati take the drastic step of self-immolation, so that the victory of Alauddin Khilji, the powerful ruler of the Khilji dynasty of Delhi Sultanate, would have been a hollow one, for there would be no royal women left for him and his army to enslave.
âJauharâ, historically, Indian rite of collective self-immolation, performed by the women, young children, and other dependants of a besieged fort or town when it was felt that holding out against the enemy was no longer possible and that death appeared the only honourable way out of the impasse!
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The fabled and now controversial Rani Padmavati, the woman who protected the honour of the Rajputs after the siege of Chittor in 1303, did so by committing jauhar â or jumping into a pit of fire to avoid being raped and captured by the invading army.
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âRedâ the symbol of love. âRedâ the pride of a married woman. âRedâ the dignified symbol of âHerâ.
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She wasn’t even born, when she was in her mother’s baby bump it all started there. She cried for the very first moment leaving a blissful smile to every heart. She cried and it went to a pause the very fine moment. She was welcomed with full enthusiasm and indifference in a world full of indefinable terms and conditions. She was so simple and adorable, but was unknowingly preparing herself for an unsung tabboo of this contemporary world. No one ever knew the pain and about the shame she felt for a natural phenomena that is considered an embracing tabboo even the day today in various remote as well as cities of my country. Talking about which is like revealing your secrets everywhere and sharing your pain for an empty bowl of nothing. She was an assemble of innocence having no idea what she will have to go through once she gets out of so called childhood. She was like a piece of blank paper which can’t be filled itself, which can’t erase the stain itself until and unless one of us lends her a helping hand. She was like an empty pot which can’t be filled until and unless anyone of us pours water on it and make it simply half fill or simply let the water overflow. An angel, who is being trained secretly to be a fighter, to be an independent soul, to be the key of all the locks, to be a mother and to be the strength of this tilted world.
That certain phase called âChildhoodâ before teh uncertain oneđŚ
Likewise with passing hours, passing days, passing years , she turned eleven and there she asked her first question to her mother, âMaa, what is this?â Being uneasy her mother grabbed her hands and asked her not to touch her stuffs without her permission. So smartly she managed to let the question vanish from her mind and all it went off. Finally the auspicious day came. She was in her class, when she for the very first time felt the unknown uneasy pain in her abdomen, but she managed to let it go and stayed focused with her lesson. Soon the bell rang, she stood up from her bench when she felt wetness in her skirt, she thought of going to the bathroom and check what it was. She was about to leave her desk when the group of boys at the corner started laughing and making her fun for no reason just for the sake of their entertainment. No one knew what she was going through neither even she herself. She ran towards the washroom as fast as she could and found herself bleeding from her cervix. She was scared and went blanked out about what to do , she came out of the washroom, struggling to hide her stain and was struggling to walk with her ache. As soon as a teacher saw her in a state of dizziness she went to her and asked what was the matter. She with a little hesitation hiding her fear and feeling shy told nothing and just smiled. Soon the teacher’s eye caught her red stain , with her sweet tone she consoled her and uttered her not to worry as this was nothing to feel shy for. She informed her parents and for the first time she got her answer of the question she asked her mother that fine day as she was gifted with a pack of six pads for the period she was going through. She in a dilemma went home with her mother where she was introduced to so called new rituals. Was locked in a room of four walls with closed window, closed door , wasn’t allowed to loiter around, wasn’t allowed to see any man nor her father neither her brother, wasn’t allowed to feel the rays of the sun, wasn’t allowed to talk, and a lot more logical or illogical rituals behind. Well, the period of seven days where a girl’s body undergo several physical, emotional and behavioural changes. The period when a girl needs more mental support, more friendly beings, needs more fresh air , needs a bit more care, needs a bit knowledge about what actually it was, why it was and how it was. At such a period she was left alone locked in a room of four walls with more restrictions, no conversations, no mental support , nothing but just her own dilemma accompanying her the period of auspicious seven days during her first menarche.
Go through to get throughđŚ
Days passed, months passed, time was going towards a year following all those strict norms, facing veiled pain every month, bearing the treatment like an impure teenage. Every month passed with a fear of those scary seven days. As soon as the unwanted day merge closer as soon as the symptoms start showing their wild face with severe headche or severe back pain , with severe cramps or severe nausea , with severe dizziness or severe tiredness accompanying with mild or severe mood swings (depends upon your diet, your physical and mental health) sounds wierd right ! But that’s what every girl goes through between that certain period which actually feels too uncertain. She was too going through the same. No knowings about what it was in actual, just following those strict norms so called logical norms in sake of not being punished by the âTheeâ.
There’s no pain that existđŚYour hygiene is your responsibilityđŚA magical bowl of your lifeđŚ
âWhat is that red colour in your skirt didiâ? asked her brother one unfortunate day. Being embarassed she ran to her room, felt frustrated and went to the bathroom to clean her body from the shakti of so-called ghost called â Periods â. Years passed and she was promoted to ninth standard and within a couple of months she came out through her darkness of her dilemma of that ghost called âPeriodsâ. Obvious answer, she learned that the another name of this ghost is âMenstruationâ or âMenstrual Cycleâ. She used to come every month and take the control of a female’s body in order not to make her impure but to let futile stuffs flow off from her body. Too much of contrast right !! The so called ghost wasn’t actually a ghost but an angel who comes every month to make her every daughter pure and stronger than she was a month before. She was clarified, though her dilemma wasn’t agreeing to leave her. Why does the society address a girl to be impure for the period of those magical seven days?? Why such strict norms?? Why should we hide from others?? Too much of dilemma once again.
She is pure enough to mould your impure thoughts đŚ
She got all her answers. Beside that, the uncertain stuff used to disturb her mind thinking why they aren’t taught about all these during their menarche. Why people just teach them the norms that they have to follow this and that and not the reasons behind?? They don’t say not to go to any temple as it will cause harm to her health but beside that the only term they use is âimpureâ. Why?? Girl’s nowadays stand against such discrimination, they keep themselves in trend by uploading related reels, videos, posts and so on, why don’t they try to understand why such norms, is there something logical, without knowing without asking themselves the question obviously there are logical reasons behind. There’s no fault of any of the girl, they are discriminating against certain norms, because they aren’t taught about it, it has become a tabboo in our discriminating society. Who are responsible?? Does anyone know?? They are the people like us, they are the people like you, they are the people like me. Why a tabboo?? It’s just our red blood, why so?? Why it’s an embarassing stuff?? Well, no one knows the answer to this question, because one can read and understand the logical facts , but one can never understand the illogical mindset of a human. She understood it well that it wasn’t ever a tabboo but was made kinda tabboo by people having same body structure, same organs but with much lower mindset.
A book of facts and knowledgeđŚ
Soon the world started unfolding for her. Merging from one direction to the other, turning the pages of books, scrolling the related content, at last she understood it was never a tabboo , to an utmost , but the one who made it a tabboo are the women themselves, the one who made it impure are the women themselves. As we all know everything has a hidden science behind same goes for it too. Our ancestors knew it well, she after going through the history and vedic science revealed herself that everything had a reason and that all the rituals were logical, but the one who made it illogical are the modern cultures actually not modern but western and Indian women pretending themselves to be western. They were locked in a room not because they were impure but becuase during this auspicious period of seven days the girl used to go through a lot more changes in her body so for the period of seven days they were asked to give rest to their body so that the changes undergo smoothly without any pain or dizziness. So in order to make it sacred and to give her body rest they were asked to separate themself for this period of auspicious seven days so that they won’t get any such orders regarding any household chores or any such stuffs which makes them restless. They were asked not to sit in chairs aur benches aur sofas or any other furnitures because with no option left they would lie on the ground or take their seat on the lap of the mother earth by which through the heat or the cold from the floor would regulate their body temperature which goes high at the initial day of its starting and also maintains the circulatory system. They weren’t left alone, girls during this auspicious period did meditations, read books which maintained their calmness and relaxed their pain. During early days, their were no pads no cotton cloth still most of them did not face such deadly disease like fungal infection, uterus cancer and so on which women of our modern era are going through. There’s a rate of 75% of Indian women having bad hygiene out of which periods is the main cause. Earlier during historic period women used to prepare their own pads with the hot ashes of fire from her kitchen . Yeah , am not faking, that’s true. They used to wrap the hot ashes in a piece of cloth and used it as blood soaking garment and pain relieving hot water bag. Sounds interesting right, far better than those mere whisper choice, stayfree or so on. They were not allowed to go to temples not because they were impure but because during this period entering the surrounding of temple can cause serious ailment to a woman’s health. Many of my friends may not know the fact behind constructing temples towards the direction of magnetic field which creates a sensation of positive energy throughout our body when we enter the surrounding of any temple. But such magnetic fields are harmful for a woman during this auspicious period because a woman’s body undergoes physical changes and removes the impure blood in the form of bleeding from her vagina. During this period the rate of flow of blood throghtout her body is high at such period coming in contact with high magnetic field can cause serious ailments and that’s the reason behind such norms. Talking about why not to discuss with anyone, what’s the need to discuss?? Is there anything to discuss about a natural process?? Do we discuss why do sun rises from east or why do sun sets in the west?? No, right. That’s the reason behind every logical norms.
She is puređŚ She is the scentđŚ
We are in such an era where more than logical facts people are influenced by some sort of social media stuff and so on. Teenage girls nowadays can’t bear their periods pain, they need pain killer, some sort of dark chocolates to console themself and so on. Have you ever seen your mother crying with pain or trying some sort of home remedies to cure her pain?? What has caused this sudden change?? What is the reason behind increasing rate of uterus cancer, fungal infections, ovary tumour etc etc?? You can check the increasing rate of such deadful diseases anywhere but why not the preventive measures. It’s all you and your approach to deal with anything. It’s you , your body and those red stains are not to feel shame of but to embrace your changes and to respect your capabilities. Take care of yourself my girls you are the pillar , you are the future mother, you are a strong fighter. Be smart, be brave and be proud of yourself. TAKE CARE MY GIRLS!!
Be bold be brave. You are the pride. You are stronger than anyone. You are gorgeous the way you are đŚ
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âShe chased, she faced . They faced it together, they made it for their pie , they made it for their family, they named her their âKhushiâ . Here’s how they made it!!â
She stayed , she fought đ
A girl from 90s, was at her vulnerable age. Delightful nature, plump figure, long shiny hair, brave innocent girl of her mother and pie of her father’s eye. Away from all the nuisance of that contemporary world, there somewhere someone was in wait to be in the frame of her entire journey. At such an age when it was all about pranks, playing with friends and never-ending gossips, their hearts met each other just prior to one day. In the month of august, when new flowers used to cling over the branches, when there used to be greenary all around, when that sweet frangnance of nature used to enlighten our day , there was another story that was been prepared for us to inspire.
In the morning of 14th August, their eyes met each other in such a manner that it made their story insanely inspirable. There was that grace in every children’s heart for the next morning parade, they were all in practice sessions, while there was something miraculous happening far way from their imagination. She didn’t know when she fell for him, they had no conversation till the morning of 15th August, it was all about that first sight, their eyes got caught, had no conversations but had a deep attraction.
Togetherness đ
There came the day , 15th August, where everyone was excited for the parade. That Independence Day made a remark to her life. She was at her position, they started their march past , but her feet were running faster than others, her hand was in his hand and they ran far away from their own territory and that’s how she first became a wife from a notorious girl. Insane, but that’s true. She was merely lucky that the guy was genuine and honest too. Today we fear to trust that single person in our life who stand with us at every uncertain situations but then âsheâ not only trusted him but gave the key of her life to a person whom she met just prior to one day .Humorously, we can say they got their independence in the year 2003.
She beared within for the upcoming happinessđ
Then comes all those harsh journeys she came through and became a mother. They were kicked out of his house just coz she was from a minor state . Thay went back to her home , luckily they accepted them with all their heart. Her family tried hard to console his dad but they failed several times. A couple with no penny in their pocket , no job , no future plan managed to handle it with all care. She got pregnant at the age of 15, mere a wow factor for her family, had grace to another level for the first child in her family, but the couple was not in harmony one can easily understand why. No job, no money, empty pocket, how will they nurture the child? But as it is said where there’s a family , there nothing seems impossible. He got into a job where he used to earn Rs.1200 per month that used to be a blessing for him because being a man he was atleast able to help his in-laws every month with that sort of money.
Was time to filled the gapđand to create togetherness again đ
She delivered a girl child at seventh month of her pregnancy. Full of complications, being an underage woman, delivering a child at seventh month of pregnancy is like playing with a sharp blade. It Was predicted if the child by fortune was born alive still the child won’t be living for more than five years or if again fortunately the child overcomes all the barriers still he/she will have to live all his/her life under disabilities and with abnormalities. Hearing this everyone broke out into tears. She gave birth to 1.5 kg weighing girl child, with less breathe, covered with mucus and resembling her mother. The day was gone and the child started crying for milk. Likewise after the fifth day , the girl child stopped breathing, with dry lips, suffering from jaundice, shivering all night. Her mother was fully broken , everyone was in sorrow and fear. They travelled back to his house with her family but again they weren’t accepted again. They admitted the girl child into a hospital and she went to her sister-in-law’s house, where they got shelter and continued her treatment and were treated as a family member and were accepted by all their heart.. She was unable to even take a look at her child, was unable to speak, was unable to cry, was unable to laugh but was able to control her emotions just for her family. She broke when she found that she couldn’t provide her child with her milk. She broke several times. But being a mother she kept fighting. She kept fighting for months and more. After being dicharged, she and her child went back to her home , while he stayed here with his father and worked day and night just for his family to nurture that abnormal girl who was his pie of eye. After 1 year she left her child with her parents and came back with her husband and both struggled together for their child. They fought with all their strength, they fought against racial look, they fought against caste discrimination , they fought against their fear of being kicked out from the society, they fought against their emotions, just for a better life for their child.
They chased, they faced and they made it for me đ
Far away from them was the reason why they were struggling , staying away from their child, they overcame all the hurdles and finally that abnormal girl turned to be the âKhushiâ of their family. She is not an abnormal, she has no disabilities, she is the one writing her parents’ story and narrating it to you.
This blog is all about how I started my writing journey and what were those so called hurdles on the way of a fifteen or I guess sixteen years old teenge girl, whatever it may be , that actually doesn’t matters, so let’s continue with the blog. First of all I have no idea about how to write a blog or how to create something catchy, but yeah I am here in front of you people sharing my writings and if my brain and my heart syncs well all the time I will surely pen down all my wierd and superficial thoughts .
I first copied a quote from my mumma’s diary which quoted, âKnowledge is the key of successâ, to be honest that time I really had no idea what was the reason behind writing this line in a piece of paper and showing off a bit in front my friends as if I had done something super commendable. That was the first and the last quote I copied from my mumma’s diary, after that when I reached seventh standard , okay!! yeah that was at the age of seven or eight when I wrote something which was completely out of my box and showed off a lot, so when I reached seventh standard, from there onwards my curiosity towards writing increased and as it is said a person writes when he/she feels low or when he/she can’t find anyone to convey their emotions, so something relating was in my favour I must say just because of why I was able to discover something new in myself. So from here onwards , those little appreciations from my friends, seniors, my teachers and my parent’s helped me or one cay say motivated me a lot to keep going and because of why I am somewhere at the midway, yet to travel far , a pen and a paper is sufficient for me to cherish every single moment and to aspire for what I desire.
One can choose his or her way to the destiny, but one can never choose his or her own destiny because it’s all about our fortune . I was one of those who never believed in fortune or any those unlike stuffs that felt a nuisance to me, but after a year I encountered such incidents overcame such situations that made me realise that there’s someone called âthe almightyâ who have already send us with a prospective and with an unknown destiny, one can never go against him or can choose something that doesn’t fits him or her. I won’t say it’s only the ,fortune but also our own dedication and hardwork after realising where our true destiny lies and cherishing everything you do to grab your destiny and finally achieving it. And after that incident I realised something that’s called your fashion is quite different from what you will choose as your passion , my journey to writing is something like the film âJourney Bombay to Goaâ where I purchased my ticket to the destiny where I was known but I reached somewhere else where there was mere happiness, satisfaction and that urge inside me to go on , to face all that hurdles and to feel that pride whenever one gets connect to my words and my writings. You may think what kind of hurdles it may be or what was the incident may be, I will surely make you aware about all those hurdles I faced and also those appreciations that moulded me to âIngenious Writerâ.
âDays once gone will never return, moments will turn to memories, will find somewhere under the trash bin or somewhere burried under the core of four chambers â.
âSilence doesn’t resembles weakness, it’s even more deeper than you can ever imagineâ.
“I am a girl child, I am a woman and I’m proud of it. I am not weak and I had never asked for anyone’s support. I am sensible and I am emotional but I had never asked anyone to wipe my tears. I am scared of many things but I always have to act as if I have fear of nothing. The only fear that always used to haunt me is the fear of being raped, fear of being harassed, fear of being cheated and fear of attempting suicide. I am not weak and I’m not coward too, I have the courage to raise my voice and I will raise my voice but this fucking world is full of morons, where there is no value of the words of a woman like me. No one will ever come to know where the voice of a woman will be dumped in this fucking world by those fucking morons.”
PRIYASHII 